So...

I've been on my "trying something different" for a few days now and it's kinda working I think. Like tonight, I talked to G when I first got home from work and he was kinda getting on my nerves because he was getting irritable. Soooo he said he was going to go and to call him back after I got settled in at home. So I called my girl D...worked out, went and fed the kids, etc. etc. and called him back about 10:30. His ass didn't answer the phone so I paged him to call me back. No return phone call.

Now the "normal" me would have tripped and started worrying about why he wasn't calling me back. The "new me" don't give a fuck. Whatever. If I talk to him I talk to him, I am not trippin on the shit at all. I am kinda liking this...it's so liberating!!!