Wow...

Today is a good day, but in a weird way. Okay, so G and I are "officially" together. Last night he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said Yes. I think I'm ready for it. I don't consider him a rebound guy at all. When I think back on when C and I separated...J was a rebound guy. I think. But I was messing around with J before C and I even separated, and I thought I would be the next Mrs. Sheldon. That was a bust. Talk about karma...he was still married too! Hmph! But I'm not even mad about that.....anymore. LOL!

G and I have known each other for five years, and yes I have some concerns, but I can see such a difference in him and me. Plus it feels right to me. I wasn't cheating on E with him, we talked AFTER E left...and we have a history together. I don't know. I'm happy. I don't plan on being the same person I was before, this insecure, untrusting person. I am going to take what G tells me at face value and not trip on the little shit. As I mentioned in a previous post, its the little things that destroy relationships most of the time...so I am going to try something different and see where that gets me. Trial and error, don't you love this thing called life?? :-)~

I went to Barnes and Noble yesterday since D was with my sister and niece and I had some time to myself. I started reading this book about women & LSE (low self-esteem). A pretty good read. I think I have that. A lot of the things they identifed as being charcteristics of someone with LSE I portray. I think I am going to go back and buy the book.

Okay I need to finish this paper and get it over to my team for school before they skin my hide. I have been putting this off for days. Later peeps!