I'm glad that's over.....

Meaning the long-ass holiday weekend. By yesterday I was ready for that shit to be over. Every-mother-fucking thing was getting on my nerves. This BS with E had me heated even more and I was just an emotional mess. Then it all came crushing down, I started my cycle. Ahhh-ha!! Now I know why I was about ready to get some C-4 and go blow some shit up!!

So G is mad at me....like really mad at me. I was such a fuckin disaster area yesterday that I didn't talk to him. On top of that, Monday night I downed a whole bottle of wine while talking to him on the phone and inevitably got drunk and started talking shit. Like BIG shit. Asking all kinds of crazy ass questions about shit that really wasn't my place to ask. So I felt stupid. Like super stupid. And I didn't want to talk to him. Anyhow so he called me like 4 times last night and a few times I honestly didn't hear the phone about 3 of those times and the 4th I just didn't answer. Sooo when I finally spoke with him today, he made it a point to let me know how he was very super pissed off in a major way that I "shut him out" Sooo when I started relaying why I didn't want to talk, he was like "and you didn't trust in me enough to tell me what was going on so we could talk it out and I could calm you down"....Ummm NO...see because that would be indicative of a good man and HELLO I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THAT IS!! Did you forget who I have been with for the last five years??? Sooo I was talking to him when I was on my way to school tonight, and when I got to school I asked if he would still be awake when I got out of school and he said yes and we would talk later. However I know G all to well. He is a Gemini and an evil muthafucka and will make a point to get even with yo ass if he feels you have "wronged" him. So I call him when I get outta school, and he doesn't answer the phone and hasn't called me back either. That was over an hour ago. This is his way of saying.....see how that shit feel when you get shut out for no apparent reason? Yeah....I see.