Damn...2 More Months Have Passed!!!

What can I say...A nigga has been BIZZZYYYY, goddammit...BUSY!!!

I think I'm at that point where I am like so focused on so many things, that I don't have time for anything. For example...this is my VERY LAST year of college and my GPA has not fallen below a 3.4....so I've been working my ass off to maintain that. Before I took that stupid-ass economics class in fall term, I hadn't fallen below a 3.5, but that mo-fo of a teacher gave me a C, the 2nd C I've gotten in my entire college years, so I dropped to a 3.4... BASTARD!!!

Work is kicking my ass...royally...I've never worked so many hours in my entire black life! I have been working my ass off all year....I can actually feel the grey hairs growing under my scalp. Maintaining these accounts and kissing a lot of ass to keep them is hard damn work I tell ya!!!

I can't believe Christmas is right around the corner. Usually I am Mrs. Christmas over here...house decorated by the evening of Thanksgiving...Lights up, Tree up, presents purchased and wrapped....etc. etc. Uhhhh, not this year. So far I've gotten each of the kids 1 present each and haven't purchased not one damn thing for anyone else. The sad part is that I can honestly say, I don't give a damn if I get it done or not, I'm so tired I just want my damn day off! I am taking tomorrow off though so I can attempt to get some things done.

My kids have been gone all week with their dad. He has them until Christmas morning and then I go get them and have them the duration of Christmas break. It's been kinda nice because I don't have them in my ear every 5 minutes..."MOMMMMMMYYYYYYY, how come there's no presents under the tree???" Speaking of tree, this is how stressed I've been. I go to Target like 3 weeks ago and bought a fake tree. I HATE fake trees with a passion, BUT last year I bought a real tree and never watered it, so I killed a vaccum cleaner trying to get up all the pine needles when we took it outside. On top of that, we didn't set it out with the trash, cuz we are cheap mo-fo's so E put it in the backyard. Where it sat until July...yesss my ass said July...Imagine how GHETTTOOOO we looked with a dead ass Christmas tree in our brand new house.... in our brand new subdivision..... in the backyard..... in Motha-Fuckin JULY.........Anyway, so E got pissed because of all the hassle so he's like no real tree this year! So I'm at Target and I see an OKAY looking 6 foot tree on sale. So I told J to grab the box and put it in the basket. Well that tree has sat in my living room in the box since I bought it...I finally pulled it out on Tuesday to set it up...ummm it ain't no 6 Ft. tree. J grabbed the wrong box...it's a 4.5 foot tree. I'm like what the F??? So I box that shit back up and went back up to Target to exchange that shit. They are sold out of 6 foot trees now. So guess what the fuck I got sittin in my living room? A 4.5 foot Charlie-Brown-Ass Christmas tree!!! Next year I'm getting my real tree, I don't care what ANYBODY says!!!

To top that off, I cannot get JS out of my head...why I tell you, why??? Isnt' it weird how you think about someone like really intensely and then it just goes away? I've always heard that when you think about someone that intensely, they are thinking about you the same way....Maybe I should send an e-mail.....but no that would just stir up drama....I dont' know.

Next year I have a goal to get some pics up so everybody can see what a hot BEE-YATCH I am!!!! I'm gonna try to post more often too, it's very therapeutic, I must say!!!
Merry Christmas People!!!