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I won't go into too much detail, I may get my ass in trouble one day. Actually I won't go there, because damn talk about causing drama if anyone ever figured out that the hell I'm talking about. But hey I know what I'm talking about so fuck it. That is all that matters! I want to know why??? Of all people, why???? I mean I know why, but you'd think after all the bullshit, all the drama I'd be thinking HELLL NAWWW, I'm cool... I seriously must be a glutton for punishment? I already know how it's going to play out so why even go there? It will be all wonderful and peaches and cream for like a few days and then, ummm not so much. Then I'll be thinking, now why even start this bullshit again?? Seriously...And for that matter, why am I thinking about all this crazy shit anyway? Ummmm, will that not just cause major drama in my life? HELLOOOO I've been down that road before and the end of the road sucks.....I know that nothing will come of and I'm just thinking about it, but still I just had to vent!